I found love when I lost it.
I found the things I am fond of;
I am fortunate to be able to enjoy these fortunes…
Writing and competing are my riches.
It is a double-edged sword being intelligent.
I hurt the ones I love most by looking too deeply.
To better my crafts,
To see God clearly,
I rather be alone and enjoy what he has bestowed upon me.
When it is all said and done,
God is what I chose.
I choose to enjoy and be in the company of God.