Lost

I’ll be the first to say –

I really do not know what I want.

I have dreams, but they are scattered and are perhaps too much.

I will say that the divine part of me matters.

I want that for the most part –

A growing relationship with God…

I want my feelings and mind to be at peace.

I want to be able to be alone without wanting someone here with me.

I want to be in tune with the universe – but perhaps I already am.

God wouldn’t separate me from him.

I feel him and know him –

Some days just seem harder than others,

And I want to grow and understand his ways.

As I move from the month of May into June.

I feel empty, I hope God blesses me soon.