No tears.

I want to feel sad and cry.

I want to.

I want to feel the emotions that are down and out.

I want to.

I desire a feeling of desperation and scarcity.

Because if I do, then I will feel the warmth that life brings in the cold.

The cry and very hard feeling of depression, for me – is a gratifying feeling.

But I feel numb, and I don’t like it one bit.

Not at all.