Silver Sadness.

Silver sadness, as it is there but not.

I rather be depressed, shut out this fake happiness.

I am sad, covering myself smartly.

With silver sadness, my happiness departs me…

With my depression, however, it is a constant.

I rather fight with heart before I become westernized and heartless…

Tired and weak.

From the grind, and success that I seek.

I love and embrace my depression – I am not happy. I want to cry!