Trying to gain back my creative freedom.

Pure darkness is what I am seeing.

This logic is too extreme and

I need something to believe in.

I never want to go back to a hospital ever.

I never want to take a pill, never.

It has left me deeply and internally scarred.

I only want to rely on creativity.

I want to believe in the stars.

Medication has left me scarred.

But I am healing from those scars.

And I am searching for my star.