Trying to gain back my creative freedom.
Pure darkness is what I am seeing.
This logic is too extreme and
I need something to believe in.
I never want to go back to a hospital ever.
I never want to take a pill, never.
It has left me deeply and internally scarred.
I only want to rely on creativity.
I want to believe in the stars.
Medication has left me scarred.
But I am healing from those scars.
And I am searching for my star.