And then I finally realized, what was keeping me ill,
It was a belief in a fictional tale still…
Yes, Jesus saved me, just not in this lifetime.
Because it was freezing and cold, in the lonely night time.
I was dark and alone, stuck in my own home.
My mind was frenzied;
It was my own spirit that let me…
I found some meaning in the suffering –
To go beyond my own;
Little by little, I found security, in being literally alone.