Take my life.
Take it and slay it.
Fascinated by death.
I am no longer praying.
Jesus abandoned me. I am no longer his fanatic.
He left me deep in a chasm.
With no one to rely on but my own will-power.
God, my imaginary friend is dead.
I am mere living, off of strength.
With none in my corner.
I will be okay.
I just want to be great and walk towards death with a smile.
Fuck everyone and their fake love.
I will face death head on.
I will face death head first.
I will dive into darkness.
This life made me heartless.