I used to have a great relationship with God.
I would talk to him and he’d be there as a friend…
But these days, I just want my life to end.
No matter what I try…
I am so sick of this cycle of dark depression.
I am better than this.
I know what it is like to be happy and whole.
But these days, it’s as if the devil has my soul.
I pray but I don’t know how much God hears me.
I am caught in some heavy snares…
Being alone makes matters worst.
I have no friends.
I really want my life to end.
The thing is, I don’t know an easy way out.
How pathetic I am.
My thoughts are completely negative.
This isn’t even me.
Too much darkness in my mind.
And I just want to end it.
