At some point you have to get tired of this Elijah.
At some point the grip of these negative thoughts have to lose its hold.
At some point I will overcome my conscious.
Soon, I will overcome this pain and suffering.
Maybe I will…
I like to entertain the idea of death too much…
You are not a depressing person.
In fact, you are an optimistic, positive, loving, kind person.
Fight for that person deep inside.
He is in there.
You are not this person.
I won’t let you convince yourself.
This is me.
This is you.