“Dead & Alive…”

I felt like dying, I felt like leaving.

My contemplation was to jump in front of a car speeding.

I stayed in bed for days, would awake during the night…

My life had lost meaning.

My will was crushed, my spirit was broken in two.

I did not know what to do.

I prayed, and asked God to help me, I was hopeless and pitiful.

Then I believed in Jesus more, but still life seemed like a chore.

I did not want to move any more.

& step by step, he walked me to a victory…

Epiphany after epiphany.

The lord is my shepherd, I shall lack nothing.

I am on a road to success, not recovery, my soul is as focused as a new lens.

Each day I begin, a new chapter and moment.

I grow into the threshold I made…

Which is unlimited, thank you Jesus, I feel saved.