“Dead & Alive…”
I felt like dying, I felt like leaving.
My contemplation was to jump in front of a car speeding.
I stayed in bed for days, would awake during the night…
My life had lost meaning.
My will was crushed, my spirit was broken in two.
I did not know what to do.
I prayed, and asked God to help me, I was hopeless and pitiful.
Then I believed in Jesus more, but still life seemed like a chore.
I did not want to move any more.
& step by step, he walked me to a victory…
Epiphany after epiphany.
The lord is my shepherd, I shall lack nothing.
I am on a road to success, not recovery, my soul is as focused as a new lens.
Each day I begin, a new chapter and moment.
I grow into the threshold I made…
Which is unlimited, thank you Jesus, I feel saved.