This is a beautiful beginning.
I love you. I appreciate you. Thank you…
Those are two sentiments, for two – God, and my girlfriend Jocelyn.
Everything seems new, but yet, so familiar.
I have a new opportunity, and second chance.
Perhaps, all of that suffering, was meant to be.
I look back, I stare at all of the pain and misery, and become lost in the darkness.
It seems like a scribbling mess, a black hole, that I cannot exactly make sense of.
I just know that I never want to go back.
My mindset is officially scarred.
A literal scar.
I think about how I need to get back to living the lifestyle that I willingly choose, without letting the scar, remind me of pain and abandonment…
I am transferring to a new university.
Jocelyn is holding my hand throughout the journey, and I could not be more grateful.
I am strong, I am smart. But I am not 100% Elijah.
When I am fully there, it will be a tremendous good.
