My mental broke in halves, and those halves were cut in four.
A complete mental breakdown.
My heart was shot in its core.
No one to lean on, or hear me cry out.
So I cry out, and I become my worst nightmare.
I would wake up in a night scare.
My heart was beating really fast.
I woke up.
I walked. Very fast…
Threw on my coat. And just walked outside…
As if my body was trying to save me from a heart attack, that could have happened in my sleep.
Around that time, I stopped training for the 400M record held at my University.
I was taken off the team. Not because I was not good enough.
I had a horrible coach. Complete jerk.
But I’ll write more on that…