I want to sleep.
I want to quit.
I cannot do this.
I am not good enough.
I am tired.
I’m in too deep.
My mind is running, fast.
No longer logical.
No longer here.
No longer grounded.
No longer stable.
No longer…
I am sad.
I am mad.
I am frustrated.
My feelings are mush.
My logic, is crushed.
I am going.
No brakes…
Tires, are spinning, and wheels are going, and going…
Help me.
Save me.
From myself.
From this, thing, that I have dreamt of.
I miss reality.
I need reality.
I need reality.
Help me.
Okay.
Mind over matter.
Do not give in.
Do not give in.
I gave in.
Gone.
