Letters to Claudia 6/30
I miss you. I love you…
I am writing this to express. My heart felt heavy in my chest. The cool thing is this, I have a newfound level… It is high and noble.
I am afraid of the universe, but that’s what it starts in… is fear.
That is one of God’s main laws.
It provides me strength, for evil’s jaws.
I have a cause.
I am strong and have been through a lot.
I love everyone, I just want to see everyone happier.
I am saddened I haven’t heard from you, and I am not struggling…
Just wondering, if you loved me so much, why did you let me go?
Yes, I am reminded, to focus on yourself.
But what about me, I still needed your help.
You left me, nevertheless, you left with encouraging words.
I’m just trying to wait patiently for the love I deserve.
My heart has moved on, I don’t think I will be pursuing it anymore.
It has to meet me, I am at a different and difficult level to navigate… It involves humanity.
I need someone to pair me with encouraging love, not so much dependency.
Rationalism and idealism causes discrepancy.
But I appreciated your call when demons were rummaging through my brain.
Suicidal thoughts, cries of storms.
Yours, a more deeper kind.
If you would have allowed me, my dear Claudia, I am capable of healing your mind.
I miss our time, I miss you and our feelings.
I miss you Claudia, so I write letters until then.