Letters to Claudia 7/30
I miss your love.
It propelled me.
I am just stranded alone.
Not in a negative sense.
It is simply a reality.
I have been alone my entire life.
I am feeling lonely currently.
My standard, expectation, want, idea, everything, I am having trouble finding words.
To put them cohesively, and nicely, is difficult.
I am frustrated, I feel alone.
I feel like no one is willing or even open to the hope of learning or hearing me.
I feel alone.
I just feel alone.
Amongst people and friends…
I just want to be loved, and to love.
I’ve yet to feel it or know it.
I feel lust, I feel attraction, but not love.
I miss you.