Letters to Claudia 7/30

I miss your love.

It propelled me.

I am just stranded alone.

Not in a negative sense.

It is simply a reality.

I have been alone my entire life.

I am feeling lonely currently.

My standard, expectation, want, idea, everything, I am having trouble finding words.

To put them cohesively, and nicely, is difficult.

I am frustrated, I feel alone.

I feel like no one is willing or even open to the hope of learning or hearing me.

I feel alone.

Not isolated.

I just feel alone.

Amongst people and friends…

I just want to be loved, and to love.

I’ve yet to feel it or know it.

I feel lust, I feel attraction, but not love.

I miss you.