I think that you were a guardian angel.
Brought into my life, to talk me off of the cliff twice.
I love you.
Guardian angel, passionate about cooking and kindness.
I never met a woman so sweet and kind.
You helped me, and your kindness soothes me.
I miss you, truly.
I would not be here, if it were not for you.
I am sorry that I hurt you.
There was too much to handle, but you came into my life, and acted as a guardian angel.
I never got a chance to truly thank you.
The day I cried, in your arms, saddened, because of so much wrong with my brain.
Creativity was lacking, and my mind was encased.
I could not feel, and I felt as if I were a horrible disgrace.
You did all that you can, to try and uplift me – but me being in suffering so immense –
I’d wake up, in darkness.
Sleep for hours, after I’d awake…
Hiding, and trapped.
I did not hate life, I simply did not want to be in it anymore.
I was going to kill myself that night, there is no doubt.
But hearing your sweet voice, put emotions into me.
I couldn’t feel, but you helped me.
I would awake to pain so immense, I was numb.
And with being numb, I felt dumb.
I felt ignorant indeed…
My empathy, love, and sensitivity was encased.
Your loved laced…
I want to always remember our summer.
Perhaps, it was a good summer love story.
I miss you, and I am sorry.
I was not lost, no.
I was broken.
I was utterly broken…
You saved me, and now, I have strength to keep going.
Miles and years forward, and I will never forget the past.
That would not make sense.
I would not lose touch with it because that would be like a sin.
To forget the encouragement and love that you provided and showered me to grow vines within!
There was nothing more sweet, than our romance and love, Kay…