I miss you Merli, and I am sorry to have erupted in passionate distaste.
Misplaced anger, I over analyzed a good intentional man.
I was far in space, and I did not realize or give a damn…
I demanded something more, but little did I know, our relationship was greater than I could appreciate at the time.
My friend of mine.
Merli, I miss you.
I wish I could thank you, and I wish you could feel the immense sincerity, the immense security.
I wish you could see and feel, in full clarity.
Breathing is good, too good.
With each breath, I gain a higher insight – no longer on Earth.
My soul is being repaired, treated, cared for, loved more, kept beautiful and touched.
I am sorry for my words.
I am sorry for eruption.
I apologize for lack of tolerance, and lack of patience.
I thank you, my friend.
I love you, my friend.