I feel vibrations.
It is quickly felt, in seconds.
I feel elation, and it’s spirited into my body.
I feel divine, and honestly speaking – Godly.
Yet, I am in this human flesh, this human shell.
I feel vibrations, and it is hard to tell –
What is this?
Is it both, or is it nothing.
Is it my brain, making a cognitive connection.
Is it simply chemistry?
This feeling feels strong, I am sure that this is my life’s mystery.
Am I mistaken?
Are these spirits?
When I was younger, voices, I would hear them…
Closing my eyes, and covering my ears with music…
I remember waking up to a feeling, that I did not want to be near in…
The vibrations capsuled my body.
And I felt like an utter waste.
Waking up to a moving darkness.
I could not move.
My amygdala froze.
I am scarred with this memory.
But I am proud – I am sure and know what it was.
You could not break me.
Jesus, said that he would never forsake me.