I am by myself, writing and training on this mountaintop.
I am fighting with my soul, to not feel so alone.
Thus, I read the Gita…
I am brought to this book by my master.
The unity, the connectivity.
All of these things are true, and important.
I look at everyone as connected and coming from the same source.
I feel your pain, as if it is mine.
I see your happiness, and I feel it as mine.
If negative thoughts arise, I turn it on it’s side.
It is a lie!
I train my mind, to be all love.
That is how I want to live.
The thing is, sometimes…
I find myself feeling my own sadness.
This journey of becoming, and reaching enlightenment in Western America is not at all easy.
And still, I am not complaining.
I’ve been blessed with ways to get through this.
I can only dream and manifest more!
Some day, I will find the door to love, the loving friendship that is pure and wholehearted.
Beautiful and attractive.
Simply my other half, I wish that this will come into my grasp.
Universe, this is my focal prayer.
Please, provide this powerful layer…
I desire, but also wish to only radiate at the level of love, joy and abundance.
Please, I am wishing for the simplicity of enjoyment and loving – with and through another soul and human.