God is amidst these troubles that I face.
Demons trouble my mind, and covers my back like a cape.
I feel pain when I awake.
I fight to withstand the hurdles of this race…
God is amidst the pain that I on-take,
How can I fake, that which remains…
When, misery is what I feel in this world and current plane.
I feel like a chained slave.
I feel like this is similar to the holocaust, just of thy mind.
I feel if I have an honorable cost, then I will not mind.
I live in a capitalist and modern world.
I reasoned that if I have one love,
to admire and be blessed with,
then I would honor her.
I feel like this world is hell,
but God is amidst the pain and misery.
I just hope that this pain leaves me,
and I uphold because it feels like it kills me literally.
Some force, is trying to get rid of me,
but I will not go willingly.
I am a nobleman who dedicated his time to self discovery and failure.
Amidst poverty, I learned lessons and values.
To love, I learned how to.
To above, I say a mindful, prayer –
That lifts my fate up.
I wished for him to lift his gate up, but for now I am just prayed up.
I’ve faced my challenges, and realisms.
As if for a thrill I am,
Writing from my heart and mind.
Emotions are what’s truest in this time of mine.
Facing what I need to face,
Growing from the pain, that I simply need to, brace.